Dancing With Cancer Memoirs...Running Blind, by Godsmack

When this nightmare began I listened to this song a lot. It so describes what I was feeling, and sometimes still do, like I was/still am running blindly towards a cliff. It helped calm me down. Made me cry too.

Can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
Promises have been turned to lies
Can’t even be honest inside
Now I’m running backward
Watching my life wave me goodbye

Running blind
I’m running blind
Somebody help me see I’m running blind

Searching for nothing
Wondering if I’ll change
I’m trying everything
But everything still stays the same
I thought if I showed you I could fly
Wouldn’t need anyone by my side
Now I’m running backward
With broken wings I know I’ll die

Running blind
I’m running blind
Somebody help me see I’m running blind
Running blind
Running blind
Running blind

I can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning

I’m running blind
Running blind
Running blind

Artist: Godsmack
Album: The Other Side
Title: Running Blind